Хочу учится и сделать маме лучшую жизнь.

Good afternoon! My name is Anton, I am 30 years old, I am a novice freelance designer. For all 30 years, I was raised by my mother and grandmother and I was instilled with a creative streak, which developed into my current profession. I live in a provincial town, at the age of 3 I moved to a city with a population of 170 thousand people. There was no work in this city, defense factories and a couple of markets, everything else was merchants. I never wanted to work for "uncle" I wanted to do something better, better for people, for life. Education, though it is, but there is no sense from it now. I saw how my mom works and provided for me and my grandmother all this time, it hurts to look at it. I want to raise money in order to buy a full course in an online school on the profile of design and IT, but in order to learn all this, of course I need a good laptop, not to play, but to work! And the best solution for work is a MacBook or another analog of Apple technology. I want to learn these professions and get a good job and provide a life for my family. This is my dream, I fall asleep with it and wake up and do a lot to make the dream come true, a small financial boost is not enough. There is no way to earn such money, despite the fact that a rented apartment eats up 60% of the budget, save up, as if not to get into debt. Good afternoon! My name is Anton, I am 30 years old, I am a novice freelance designer. For all 30 years, I was raised by my mother and grandmother and I was instilled with a creative streak, which developed into my current profession. I live in a provincial town, at the age of 3 I moved to a city with a population of 170 thousand people. There was no work in this city, defense factories and a couple of markets, everything else was merchants. I never wanted to work for "uncle" I wanted to do something better, better for people, for life. Education, though it is, but there is no sense from it now. I saw how my mom works and provided for me and my grandmother all this time, it hurts to look at it. I want to raise money in order to buy a full course in an online school on the profile of design and IT, but in order to learn all this, of course I need a good laptop, not to play, but to work! And the best solution for work is a MacBook or another analog of Apple technology. I want to learn these professions and get a good job and provide a life for my family. This is my dream, I fall asleep with it and wake up and do a lot to make the dream come true, a small financial boost is not enough. There is no way to earn such money, despite the fact that a rented apartment eats up 60% of the budget, save up, as if not to get into debt.