На мечту, увидить море.

Hello, I am 44 years old, I am disabled since childhood 2 groups, I live in Russia in a city where there is not even a good river, I really want to see once in my life, the sea, the ocean, the mountains, life passes, and I have no money and nowhere I can take on my cherished dream, I get a small pension, which is barely enough for food and utilities, if there are kind responsive people on earth, please help me realize my dream. Thank you.