please help me fulfill my dream

Hello there! I am a simple girl from a small town, my family is not rich, we do not have a high-paying job! To buy something you need to take a loan without this in any way unfortunately, not so long ago my civil husband died leaving me with loans and debts alone! I want to ask for help in such a difficult situation for me! My salary is not enough not only for clothes, but also to pay everyone, the interest is growing every day unfortunately! Banks threaten that the last will be taken away and I still have to stay with them! My mother is old and they got her with calls !Please help anyone who can, I really ask You! Soon the New year and Christmas is just around the corner, I understand that I am not the only one! But I really hope that there are not indifferent people who will support me in my situation! Thank you very much in advance! My card Sberbank 4817 7602 5460 2935 Nadezhda