I want to break the cycle of poverty

I am 23 years old. I live in a poor country Moldova. All my childhood I lived in a very poor family with a seriously ill grandmother and a crazy mother. When I graduated from high school, I immediately entered into a toxic relationship that ended very recently. My boyfriend constantly created problems that we solved together. At the age of 18, I developed androgenetic alopecia, this is baldness, which provoked many years of depression in me. As the relationship ended, he left me in loans, in our country only programmers make good money. I want to spend this money on medical treatment, school and a laptop to get out of poverty. I ask for understanding, I made many mistakes, but I was a child who did not know what love, support and good relationships are. Thank you for your attention.